The empty Cradle and the little Blanket

"I dreamed I was pregnant, and somehow I already loved the baby even though I hadn't seen it yet. I was at home folding tiny clothes when I felt a strange pain in my stomach. Then I noticed blood and started panicking. I kept telling myself it couldn't be happening, that everything was probably fine, but I couldn't stop crying. I tried calling my husband, but the phone kept dialing the wrong number. Suddenly I was in a hospital hallway, barefoot, asking a nurse where my baby was. She looked at me but didn't answer. I remember feeling so empty, like I'd forgotten how to breathe. Then I was holding a little blanket in my arms, and someone said the baby was safe. I wanted to believe them so badly. When I woke up, I still felt that sadness, and for a moment I had to remind myself it was only a dream."